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Name: Amanda
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State: Maryland
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Birthday: 7/8/1991
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Monday, June 27, 2005

 

       

 

        

 

         


Oh, she's nice... kind, and innocent, too. She's probably pretty, the right one for you. So just forget me, I'm "only a friend," even though I'll be there until the end <|3

 

You didn't want to hurt me, you didn't want to see me cry... Well, what did you think would happen when you said goodbye?

I know you never meant to hurt me, but that doesn't really matter....

because in the end, it hurts just the same.

Ever have one of those days where nothing really goes wrong-- actually, good things happen-- but you still just feel like you hate the world and everything that happens ((even dropping your pen in the hallway)) makes you want to break down right there and cry?

 

You are the one who is always in my head.
You are the one I dream of.
You are the one I think of as I lay in bed.
You are the one I love.
There's nobody in this world
I would rather be with.

 

You asked me what was wrong, and this time when I said nothing---> it wasn't  as hard and I didn't want to cry... This is becoming easy ---> living my life as a lie.

 

I sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone could please you more than me. I guess its my insecurities acting up a bit because I know I'm not the most beautiful, most fun, or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet but I do know that no matter how hard and long you search you will never find a girl who loves you and cares about you like I do.

 

I'll dry my eyes and say I'm okay
Who knows? Maybe it'll come true one day.


Saturday, June 25, 2005

    beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes
    a hidden world of hurt and lies
    it`s hard for her to even realize*
    love isn`t all about butterflies ..

no matter what happensz or how much time goes by youu can never forget the first time he looked at youu & how youu fell in love with his eyes  

  I swear, you're the best thing about me.
  not many boys can take my breath away,
   but you, you dont even have to try

     let`s dance while the lights are shining bright.
     let`s dance while the music is feeling right.
     romance til the night is through.
     you`ll be holding me. and yeah, i`ll be holding you

    I hate the way you look at me.
  And the way you act so weird.
  I hate the way you have no clue.
  I hate it when you're far, not near.
  I hate your stupid everything.
  And the way you have no fears.
  I hate you so much it makes me sick-
  It even makes some tears.
  I hate the way I talk to you.
  I hate it when you're mad.
  I hate it when you make me happy.
  Even worse when you make me sad.
  I hate it that you're just my friend.
  And the fact that you don't care.
  But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
  Not even close, not even a little bit.
  It's just not fair.

 PLEASE D0N`T JUDGE ME BY MY FACE
    BY MY RELiGi0N 0R MY RACE. 
   PLEASE D0N`T LAUGH AT WHAT I WEAR
   0R H0W I LO0K OR D0 MY HAiR
  PLEASE LO0K A LiTTLE DEEPER
 WAY D0WN DEEP INSiDE
 AND TH0UGH YOUU MAY N0T SEE IT
 I HAVE A L0T TO HIDE.
 BEHiND MY CL0THES THE SECRETS LiE
 BEHiND MY SMiLE, I S0FTLY CRY.
 PLEASE LOOK A LITTLE DEEPER
 AND MAYBE Y0U WiLL SEE
 THE L0NELY GIRL,
 THAT LiVES INSiDE 0F ME
 PLEASE LiSTEN CAREFULLY TO HER
 SHE`LL SHOW Y0U THAT SHE IS INSECURE
 PLEASE TRY TO BE A FRiEND T0 HER
 AND SH0W HER THAT Y0U CARE
 PLEASE JUST TRY T0 GET T0 KN0W HER
 AND MAYBE Y0U WILL SEE
 THAT IF Y0U JUST LO0K DEEP EN0UGH
 Y0U`LL FiND THE REAL ME.

  i know he really likes her and im not
   
gonna [interfere] so . im just gonna sit 
   
here and watch my world . . dissapear

i predict that our love will last because
    we made it through a hell of a past..

everyday people ask me, "are you two going out?" and you do
not realize how painful it is to reply "..no, we're just friends"

Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you. Chances are, you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you. If they are going to talk about you, give em something to talk about.

Laugh your heart out,
Dance in the rain,
Cherish the memories,
ignore the pain.
L0VE&LEARN
forget and forgive
because remember you only have
|[ o n e l i f e t o l i v e ]|

Shes my other half, my sidekick on the side.
Were just like sisters, partners in crime.
Where she is, Im not far behind.
If shes in danger then my life too is on the line.

Hope. Dream. Cry.
Live, party, lie.
Smile, laugh, play it cool.
Prance around » act like a fool.
Won't forget about you now or ever,
» Best friends forever <3

true friends are like diamonds
precious;; but rare. false friends
are like autumn leaves;;you can
find them e v e r y w h e r e

SORRY HUN. BUT UNLIKE YOU, I'M NOT
A DOORKNOB WHERE EVERYONE GETS
A TURN. I'M MORE OF A CASINO. WHERE
ONLY THE LUCKY ONES WIN THE JACKPOT <--- sierra's quote

I NOW COMPARE ALL GUYS TO YOU AND YOU KNOW WHAT? THEY NEVER MEASURE UP, NOT EVEN CLOSE AND THE SAD THING IS THAT SOME OF THEM ARE PROBABLY "BETTER" THAN YOU; BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE IT.

Banging ass parties and crazy nights, romantic moments and wild fights, holding it down always and forever, representing the times we’ll always remember, boozing and blazing, getting high, hot, unforgettable memories. That’s why yous are my girlies for life.

i want to hold on
but it hurts so damn bad.
yet I really I can't keep somethingI never had.

when you say I'm beautiful I say "yeah right." but what im really saying is "do you really think so?" When you say good job i say "thanks" but what Im really saying is "I love that you notice." When you say we'll be together forever I say "I hope so" but what im really saying is "I hope forever never ends." when you say I love you I say "I love you too" but what Im really saying is "never stop saying that." When you say that I dont care I say "yes I do" but what Im really saying is "I care for you more than you'll ever know."

Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same way Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start

People always talk about that moment when
they fell for their friend. There was never a
moment for me and mine. I've always loved him

it's amazing how one
day someone walks
into your life && then
you can`t remember
how you ever lived
without them

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together


Friday, May 13, 2005

Do You Ever Get The Feeling Where You Don't
Wanna Talk To Anyone And You Don't Wanna
Smile And Don't Wanna Fake Being Happy But
All At The Same Time You Really Don't Know
What's Exactly Wrong Either

I feel sometimes that nobody has held me down
& forced me to cry or made me hug them or go to the
inside of me..it's like i say "oh i'm fine" and walk away
..nobodys ever said "no you're not.."

Promise me with all of your heart,
to never let us fall apart.
To keep me strong and holding on,
Promise me that you'll never be gone

& we sat there, on the school bench,
laughing and joking. & it was that moment
when i realized, this is it. This is the last
time we'll ever be together, sitting in our
group of friendship. But i knew, even though
we wouldn't be together in person, we'd always
be together in heart. That's what real friendship is.

Bitches are like pennies; two faced and worthless. <-- fav. quote

now i know it sounds C R A Z Y
especially comin` from meeh
buh i`m starting to feel it. . .we`re so meant to be.

thongz . bikinis . shorts + skirts
every girl is out to flirt . beaches
sun . boys + fun . everyones out
on the run ' flirtin . kissin . making
out . thats what thiis [ SUMMER ]
ii S - - | | - - ALL - - | | - - ABOUT

in every barbie and ken relationship,
there is always a theresa to
screw it all up

love songs suck&fairy tales aren't true
&happy ending hollywood is not for me and you
so add it up&break it down
it's not that hard to figure out
your crazy&I'm crazy about you

for him i'd smile when he's happy
kiss him when he's sad .. try to be the
perfect girl & calm him when he's mad
hold ' his hand to make him strong &
say hes right when i know he's wrong

U say ur not a hoe..
n they ain`t no doubt
but next time u say it
-->wipe ur mouth

I don't wanna fall for him again. I don't think I can take the pain.. I don't wanna have these feelings, if he doesn't feel the same. I don't want my heart to jump, when I haven't talked to him for a while. I don't wanna see him grin, if I'm not the one who's makin him smile. I don't wanna try to explain, if he'll never understand. I don't want tears in my eyes, everytime I see his face. I don't want my heart to be empty, if he's the only one who can fill the space. I don't want to have to smile at him, when I really wanna cry. I don't want him to wave hello, if he really means goodbye. I don't wanna tell him or let my feelings show. I don't wanna get played as a result of his little game. But all he has to do to get me back is simply -->> ((..say..my..name..))


Saturday, May 07, 2005

Have  another  drink and  drive  yourself
home. i hope there's ice on all the roads.
And  you  can    think  of  me    when  you
forget   your   seatbelt,  and again when
your  head  goes through the  windshield

I only have two words for you: I'm Done. After
everything  I've done for you, every chance that
I gave you, and   yet  you  still  break  my  heart.
Everytime.         But it's over now.      Finally I've
realized that  I don't deserve this    and honestly,
you don't deserve me.           Yeah I still love you
and I  probably will  for a   long time,    but I can't
stay  here   anymore.               It hurts too much.
I     guess     this     is          moving on

ThA sHyT yA hEaT bOuT mE cOuLd B tRu
BuT tHeN aGaIn It CoUlD b Az FaKe Az
[ T h A b I t C h W h O T o L d Y o U ]

Look at this girl, as perfect as can be
But its not so perfect on the inside
As you cannot see
She wants to get rid of the hurt and lies
She wants you to see behind this
([ perfect disguise ])

my name is what hoes tend to mention ..
keep talking bitches .. i love the attenion

A hEaRt, A hUg, A kIsS, a TeAr
NeEd A gIrL? iM aLwAyZ hErE
A bOy, A fRiEnD, a LaUgH, a SoNg
BeEn WaItIn FoR tHiS? mY wHoLe LiFe LoNg
A sCrEaM. a FiGhT, a KiCk, A sLaP
WiLl It EvEr HaPpEn? I dOuBt ThAt
A fRiEnDsHiP, A bOnD, a PrOmIsE, a HeArT
SiNcE We'Re tOgEtHeR.. iTlL nEvEr FaLL aPaRt

Alot of laughs, alot of tears
Spillin` dreams with the fears
Talkin` 24 hours on the phone
Each other's houses are 2nd homes
Something so precious it could [never] break or bend
That's why I call you my .b.e.s.t. friends

I can't stop thinkin of you
i'm stuck in a little trance
but *hold up..*
one thing ;; do i even have a chance?

iM SoRrY iF U BitChEs DoNt LiKe Me
SoRrY iF U DuMb HoEz LiKe 2 StArE
BuT MoSt oF aLL iM SoRrY
_ThAt i DoNt FucKiNg CaRe

Lets qo back to the beqinning,
when our love was something new
back when romance was important
not just another thinq to do

me wiithout youu??
are youu for real?
thatsz liike a fat kiid
- - - passiinq up a
Happy meaL <33

The sky isn't always blue, The sun doesn't always shine, It's alright to fall apart sometimes

 

 


Sunday, March 27, 2005

iight i got bored and decided to add some more icons and maybe quotes okay lol here ya go:

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Alright that's all the icons Im puttin up right now. If ya'll want more you sure as hell better leave comments cuz i not postin n more till i get exactly three more comments. iight? peace

~amanduh~



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